Hello, today was a big day. My son was diagnosed with autism. We knew he had it but I think it just hit me properly for the first time. All of my family are in bed now and I am just feeling strange about the whole thing. A day which we have pushed for for a year now but at the same time a day which I have put off since I realised my beautiful boy was different. I adore him, he is still the same person but it has left me feeling very wobbly. Maybe I will feel better tomorrow ?